As I sit on top of a mountain,

My hands red & sticky from the climb,

I rase them high,

High in the sky …

And plead mother nature to take us back, swear to her, that we are sorry for all our wrongs.

But the damge has been done, and the air begins to thin….

I’m not sure if its the change of weather, but I feel as though I have been reflecting a lot over this past month.

While yes I am still young, I feel like I’ve grown up a lot this past year.

This doesn’t mean i feel like i’ve lost my youth, I just feel older.

As I grow.

Before any of you say anything, yes, I know that I am young and I still have a lot to learn, but the life I have led has been a wild one, and this is not me complaining, this is just me sharing my truth. Before I began my college career, you could say that I was like a fearless, wide eyed Doe that new and understood the dangers of the jungle and. I had learned from T.V, movies family, and well, the world around me that college would be a wild time; but I never thought it would be wild like this.

In my first year, I met a soul like a flower, that had grown from cracked cement. Despite all odds this flower was really trying its best, and it was succeeding, or so it seemed; and as the year continued, the flower grew into something else. This soul had a story that seemed so common, but was like nothing I have ever heard in my own ears.

A new obsession.

Out of nowhere, I am becoming obsessed with tea. I can still remember my first cup, I was so nervous. Why, I do not know, I was just a kid. I used to have a cup or two every night, … or multiple time a week at night before bed; and for some reason, I just kinda stopped drinking it. Don’t get me wrong, I love my coffee and it is not going anywhere but tea is just oh so versatile and calming.

DOES ANYONE KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT DETOX TEA?

And the birds.

Today, the sky opened

up, and I felt as

though the rain

would never leave

me. But I could still

hear the birds.

Cherping against

the slate gray sky

and the wait of a

busy day around

my shoulders there

song continued to

carry me on. While

the day may grow

old and ware on my

bones, I am strong.

The first of many.

Hello all that read this, the first thing you should know is that that I plan on remaining as anonymous as possible.

And the 2ed is that im dislexic and if my spelling or grammer pisses you off then you can leave.

I plan on posting quite a bit about different things. So stick around while I set this blog up and start posting!